Author: j <3

Hi, I’m J I grew up in a warm , beautiful country that keeps breaking my heart. I didn’t leave for adventure or a dream job. I left because I had to. Because in my homeland, the system either swallows you whole or pushes you away. This blog is about that silent struggle the pain of leaving, the weight of corruption, and the endless question: What if things were different? It’s not just about migration; it’s about love, loss, and the bittersweet bond with a place that no longer feels like home but never stops being one. If you’ve ever felt torn between where you are and where you should be, you’re not alone. Welcome to the inner journey of those who leave, those who stay, and those who never stop looking back.